so I’m 20 years old, and I need brain surgery as soon as possible… just found that out.
fuck. my. life.
why does this have to happen to me?
tonight was really fun.
and now i’m exhausted.
goodnight.
everyone makes there own decisions, and nobody else can really change them. logically or illogically, it’s still going to turn out the same. wonderful, mediocre, terrible.. who cares. it is how it is and that’s how it’s going to be. i really do hope (!) that i’m done wasting my time trying to convince people to change their old and/or newfound habits and tendencies… but, just because i’m going to turn the cold shoulder and say do whatever (even though it doesn’t necessarily make you happy.. but maybe content?).. i still care (to a certain extent).
i’ve also come to the conclusion that i do not like being used. if you have a problem in the decisions you made, i am not (and will not be) your personal psychiatrist (so don’t come crying back to me over something that i really don’t care about).
anywho. i don’t work today (very surprising) and i’m about to head downtown to enjoy the weather. later on.. i haven’t a clue. woooohoooo
p.s. if anyone has tickets to iceland that they don’t mind parting with… please and thank you
deceit
noun
1 her endless deceit DECEPTION, deceitfulness, duplicity, double-dealing,fraud, cheating, trickery, chicanery, deviousness, slyness, wiliness,guile, bluff, lying, pretense, treachery; informal crookedness, monkey business, monkeyshines. ANTONYM honesty.

i worry too much,
about too many things
(via iarekelly)
amazing x9000
last night was awesome.
one of the best ones i’ve had in a while.

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Happy Birthday Natey!
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